Okay so this is what’s up, I’ve been summer maxing. I quite literally have fun every single day and it’s a lot harder than you might imagine. Today after work I went to my grandmothers and she made me a tuna salad and I took out her trash for her. Then I played pickle ball for two hours with my cousin and his friends! It was so fun I WILL be getting a new paddle soon. I also think I’m sleep deprived. But i’ve seen my homegirls almost every day for the past two weeks and it takes drive and faith to do allat and I am here to do allat.

So per usual, I totes forgot to post on time, what can I say? BUT I am sharing another one of my wonderful videos with you guys, so that will catch you up.

I got pedicures and went shopping for lipsticks with Janette and Giselle and it was genuinely so fun. Who doesn’t love a good ol self care day? I’ll tell you who.

And another thing, I love a friend who is spontaneous and always down. You know how freeing it is to have a friend that will pull up with less than 24 hours notice for a hangout. It feels like… a cool breeze on a summer night. And that is Janette.

Also I discovered vada rey is a savory snack girl just like myself. But I do love my sweet treats, they are a summer necessity. But yes we’ve been eating sardine savory snack plates so she will have an acquired palette LMBO.

So on um wednesday, I think it was, yah I went to see the Spider-Man movie and I quite enjoyed it. I lowkey wish he went a bit more evil, because a little razzle dazzle never hurt anyone. And honestly Peter Parker is better than me because as a superhero if I’m heartbroken the whole city is heartbroken with me. Is it better to be feared or be loved, you know? And I say – why not be both?

Also I saw something online the other day that Ned is a real friend because even with his memory wiped his love for peter transcended that and he still lives a life unconsciously searching for peter with his tracker app. He loves peter to the point of invention. And I found that so fitting. I myself have one of those, my dear giselle and my beautiful handcrafted bag.

Also I have two celebrity crushes after watching that movie teehee.

Speaking of Ned and his tracking device, I was telling my friends that as long as I have their locations they will ALWAYS be safe. Like all of my friends are alive and well and it’s because I am their guardian angel.

Oh also I’ve been watching all the marvel movies in chronological order and I’m 5 movies in and it’s amazing. It’s really cool to see the foreshadowing and parallels you catch early on. Like I didn’t know Tony Stark has been saying ‘I am iron man’ since day 1, and it seems like just a sentence but it holds a lot of power when you realize all the grit and knowledge that comes behind that. Like yes he’s pretty egotistical at first but as he grows and learns that to BE iron is to self sacrifice and take responsibility for the faults and pressure that comes with that… it’s pretty heavy.

Also I am finishing Emma tonight and omg the ending of this book is amazing to read, I can’t wait to rewatch the film for the millionth time but now with the extra reading knowledge.

Also I’ve started sudoku! It’s so funny but I genuinely be crashing out in my bed bc I time each one I do to record my progress.

Per usual friends, this entry is all over the place and it’s late at night. Good night, good morning, or just goodbye.

songs of the week

The other songs I can’t share.

I’m really excited for the Fall 🙂