I either write these entries too early in the week or very late at night. Ideally I’d post on here every week because in the span of seven days I can go through life altering events. Don’t think too extreme, a life altering event can be as simple as getting a new keychain, which I did. But think of the course of events that could follow in my life after getting a new keychain. Play with reality more.

So this entry is about 4 weeks late. Fun fact about me is i measure my life through photos and videos, and I love creating videos to document that. I have an account where I post those videos with my most trusted confidants. But the past two videos I’ve made I’ve decided I want to share here too. So this is a easy way to see my past 4 weeks, you are welcome.

How am I doing personally, you ask? I am doing quite well I’d say. I am doing as well as a fresh grad, 22 year old, pure hearted, kind, genuine, hilarious and self aware young lady can possibly be. Oh and gorgeous… did I mention gorgeous. I am doing well.

I’ve been very pleased with how I spend my time. I see my friends on a weekly basis, I play pickleball a lot, Armani thinks I’m cool, my hamster is still alive (can you believe?), I read at night, I think in the morning, and I eat good food.

To be a bit vulnerable here, I’ve been talking to Jen about this and I know I keep talking about post-grad life blah blah blah but it really is something that’s on my mind and this is MY blog. I’ve had a hard time feeling content with where I’m headed if that makes sense. Jen was telling me how a big part of your identity for a large portion of your life is being a student, and when you just lose that it can be tricky to redirect your goals and mindset. You know? Because post-grad is just life long employment right? Ideally. But a job is not a lifelong dream or fulfillment in and of itself right? At least not for me. I have always had goals on what I’d like to do in my life in its entirety. But starting like today like day 1 it’s like… where do i go? Like right now. Because the life long goals can’t be mapped out prematurely in certain ways. Which is what I think I don’t like. I prefer knowing precisely what is next, when, how, and why. I like the beauty in routine, I like uniform, I like clear foresight. and this is not that. So that’s not gonna work for miss leslie and I am on the case. And you are all part of my grand scheme. Begin phase 2. Ofc it’s not something I dwell on or that holds me back, but just something that’s on my mind. But luckily everything is on my mind all the time and I’m pretty handy in the ways of navigating my mind.

I saw 4 movies by myself these past 4 weeks. It was lovely, I loved the minion movie and supergirl. Supergirl was a really fun one to watch solo because… I am super and I am a girl. Minions was a little sad but we’re not gonna talk about it. lots of kids.

Bro my airpods just died this is jover, come back next week.

some songs from the past 4 weeks